2.02.2006

The New Style...

I got something to say. I just can't ever get it out - no matter how important I think it is.

Maybe, I just need to slow down - I do too much. Only do the things that need to be done - nothing else but focus from now on. I need to look back at what I'm typing now as a reminder to do right by myself at all times.

Is This Detrimental?
That is the mindset. You know, that often is the mindset when I retreat though. It just happens; I don't want to risk anything. I'm trapped in this damn thing.

I need more time all the time - I do too much.